We been talking everynight. He came to me, asking for uplifting Sammy words. I don't know why, but it affects me knowing he is upset.

One thing for sure i know, in between our conversation, i am keeping my distance. But he is coming close, quick & strong & I know i am indulging in it.

This does not seems right but i'm happy talking to him. It's been a long while since i pay this amount of attention on someone, making the effort & going the extra mile for someone.

I wonder why is this so, why am i feeling this way. However even with all my Buts & Maybes, i enjoyed, what he calls, Sammy time.

& then again, he passed out on me...