你会董的。。

我相信，我的祝福， 你会了解。

I was surprised to find him under my block today. He seems he has been waiting for quite a while. I asked him why didn't he give me a call. He said he was afraid that he might disturbed me. I didn't know as I was out with my buddies for dinner in the evening.

We sat at the playground, the usual spot. He told me, she wanted an engagement. He asked my views on this. I encouraged him that he should since he won't be back for quite some time. I guess She just needed to feel secured. He asked me if i am being true to my heart, to what i say, to my views & take on this. I looked at him for awhile & smile. I nod my head & pat his hand. I am surprised by myself as well. I believe, time is really 1 main factor that can heal all wounds. After a short while, he left. I went home, headed for shower but my mind is thinking about what he had said.

hmmm..What will be a better response？ Am i true to myself? I do not have an answer. I guess i might not be that sure myself.

Meanwhile, I am following the flow. But i believe, u will understand one day eventually.

一个空的玻璃瓶。。。

好久没见的我们，相逢在好友的生日会上。因为知道你会出现，所以我带着那时你向我讨的那份早已过期的生日礼物。
我送你的是一个玻璃瓶，里面没装什么。我把礼物交给了你。你露出那小孩子气可爱的笑容。你小心翼翼的打开那精心的包装，我设计的盒子。
看见那空空的玻璃瓶，你用手轻轻的敲了敲我的头，笑说我越来越小气。
我看着你，眼角不经有点湿湿的。微笑的说：“有一天，你会明白的。“
你有点惊讶，用一种有点难过，有点心疼的微笑，轻轻的触摸我的脸。
我们静静的看着天空，那美丽的月亮。就这样，静静的。。。


我送给你的不只是一个空空的玻璃瓶。那玻璃瓶里装的其实是我为你流过的泪水。我想，等你了解我的时候，你就会知道了。

This is dedicated Out to a special "Him"

Artist: Lila McCann Title: Almost Over You


I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about you and I didn't quite know what to say
Heard you've been makin' the rounds round here
While I've been tryin' to make tears disappear

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you

You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
For you leavin' came easy but it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
'Cause it seems like forever but I'm letting you go

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
You took the love that you wanted and left me the misery

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you
When you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you


I think i am really almost over you. In the time to come, these feelings will fade away and things will resume back to what once it used to be.
It will be gone with the wind. Let bygone be bygonez.
Still, a fact that will never change. My feelings for you were once as shiny as a gem in the sky, as bright as the sun light...

陌生的你我。。。

在此刻，我看见了，在你眼中那陌生的我。

He came home for his winter holidays. Its great to see him again. We met up and went for dinner at Holland V. At first, it was pretty awkward but soon we starting talking and catching up with recent events.

After awhile, i realise the change in him. Perhaps, he has also realise the change in me. Looking into his eyes, i saw my image. A stranger. =) I have to admit, knowing the truth hurts. The truth of me turning into a stranger of his life but i smile after the truth settled. It should be that way. He has move on, so do I.

He sended me home. We sat down at the playground where it used to be our little spot. We talked about the past. We laughed. We smile at the old memories.

I know, its time. To let go of our past.

心酸和遗憾

我认为，在这世界上，最令人心酸和遗憾的事，不是我已丧失了义无反顾的勇气再去爱一个人。而是我心里明白，我再也不会像现在这样再去爱一个人了。

i believe that the most saddening and heart wrenching thing in this world is not losing my courage to fall in love with someone else again but knowing the fact that, in this lifetime, i will never be able love anyone like this again...

never...

Its your love..

It was your love that keeps me Sane, Whole and Balanced.

对错？

爱上你，是对也是错。对的是，我遇见了你。而错的是，我们没有缘分一直爱到底。

亲爱的，爱为什么可以那么忧伤？

想你

能够让我专心想的人，就是你。

也只有你。

我想听你说，对我的感觉，是不是还有些什么？

Overpowering

How surprising the way time goes by. It has been so long but i am still surprised by the power that he has over me. I really hate it. I know perhaps i might still be waiting for something or perhaps i am still standing on the same spot taking my time learning to be stronger in order to move on or maybe i have already been making small moves, taking small steps at a time.

No matter what, for once i know that even if i am waiting, the outcome will still be the same. Nothing can be change at this point of time. The moment that he had decided to leave, the moment he had decided to be with someone else for the rest of his life. I should have have know better. This is just impossible.

Some people advised me that nothing is impossible in this world but as for me, i feel that there will always be somethings you know that, deep inside you, you just can't achieve. Not now, not before and it will never be in the future. Whatever it is, i guess the pain is still settling.

Settling.....

The perfect moment that i once wished to freeze in time, the feeling i felt for u deep inside. The way u leave with the shadow you casted upon the ground. You were what i used to believe in.
I once wished to frame the look in your eyes and once again the feeling i feel for u deep inside and if love never comes again, at the very least, i know that once i have been to paradise sky, in that perfect moment with u in my life.......