How surprising the way time goes by. It has been so long but i am still surprised by the power that he has over me. I really hate it. I know perhaps i might still be waiting for something or perhaps i am still standing on the same spot taking my time learning to be stronger in order to move on or maybe i have already been making small moves, taking small steps at a time.
No matter what, for once i know that even if i am waiting, the outcome will still be the same. Nothing can be change at this point of time. The moment that he had decided to leave, the moment he had decided to be with someone else for the rest of his life. I should have have know better. This is just impossible.
Some people advised me that nothing is impossible in this world but as for me, i feel that there will always be somethings you know that, deep inside you, you just can't achieve. Not now, not before and it will never be in the future. Whatever it is, i guess the pain is still settling.
Settling.....
The perfect moment that i once wished to freeze in time, the feeling i felt for u deep inside. The way u leave with the shadow you casted upon the ground. You were what i used to believe in.
I once wished to frame the look in your eyes and once again the feeling i feel for u deep inside and if love never comes again, at the very least, i know that once i have been to paradise sky, in that perfect moment with u in my life.......
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