I woke up in the early afternoon with a bad running nose and a slight cough. I had the feeling that i m going to be sick soon or rather, I am already sick. My toes still hurts like hell. I did not do much today except for a little bit of reading for exams.
Haze called me around 4 plus in the late afternoon and asked me if I am keen to meet her for a drink. Since it has been quite some time since we last met, I decided to meet her at Clementi central and proceed to the Macdonalds for a drink. We chatted about recent happenings. I mentioned about my religion camp. Time really files. Soon it was about 6pm and i am supposed to have a tuition session at 7pm so we spilt and I quickly headed home.
I am really glad to meet up with haze today. I miss her alot and i was wondering how she has been getting on. I'm glad that she is willingly to fill me in with all the events happening in her life.
After I reached home and my kid called me to cancel our tuition session. I then make arrangement to meet Michelle [my elder sister] We went for a KTVsession at the Clementi CC. Though i am not feeling well but i do feel like singing. We sang for an hour and i dedicate the song : 花香 - by 许绍洋. Singing it brought some tears to my eyes. The lyrics somehow meant something to me. After the Ktv, we went home.
On our way, both of us felt kinda hungry. I did not eat much for the whole day due to the fact that i feel sick. We pop by the 7-11 in our neighbourhood area to buy some pizza bars and drinks. Hmm..we seems to be visiting this 7-11 rather often lately. Hehe After finishing our food, we ahead home. I took some medicine and now here i am, recording bit and pieces of the day =D
Time to hit the sack -yawnz-
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
Sunday, October 26, 2003
Back frOm ReligiOn Camp
I am back. I had a good time in camp. There is so much to say. Woohoooooo...firstly i miss my com, sometimes i really hate the person who created computer and internet. =D
Religion Camp, Sat 25 of Oct - Sun 26th of Oct
The first thing we did was to draw lots for the game, ANGEL AND MORTAL.
How to play the game: You will have an angel and a mortal. You have to take care of ur mortal during this 2 days of camp while your angel will take care of u. You will only know who your mortal is but u will NOT know who your angel is.
To know who is your angel, it will only be disclose at the end of the whole camp.
Prepared a Gift for your angel to thank him/her for all the care and concern or "Care and Concern" during the whole camp.
End of the camp, you will be required to fill up a questionnaire pertaining to how u feel about your mortal and more. Then, this piece of questionnaire will be given to ur mortal at the end of the camp.
I prayed while i drawed the lots..hoping that it will be a youngster instead of those uncles and aunties. Luckily, my prayers were heard (I guess). My mortal is a young and Innocent boy, ZHENG SHENG.
I kept taking a peep at the Angel and Mortal noticeboard in between games, hoping to see some notes left on the noticeboard from either my angel or mortal. Finally, i saw a few notes written by my angel and in return i replied to my angel. Mostly were complains about my angel not taking care of me and some stuffs that i want =D Soon after i left those notes, i saw Bert [my god brother] walked passed me with a bottle of milo in hand. I bullied him and requested for his bottle of milo. After several teasing and begging from me, he gave in to me. It was almost a full bottle as he only managed to drink a mouthful before he gave it to me. After i finished the bottle of milo, I quickly wrote a note to my angel and request my angel to give me a bottle of milo too. Soon there was a reply saying that its not that my angel does not want to do so, but he/she does not have the chance to. Not just so, afraid to say Milo was run out. Then to be my quick reflex, I requested for a bottle of plain water but i did not get it in the end =( i guess my point of doing so is just to ensure that i do have an angel. =P Bad experience once when i went camping previously with my religion guys as well and ended up, i do not have an angel at all and was being "SABO" by other people. So i just wanted the assurance of the existence of my angel.
The whole camp experience was pretty good, except that I lied to He Ming that it was my birthday and when i went to the living hall after my shower just to grab a bowl of red bean soup,He Ming suddenly shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to me which i did not expect. The whole bunch of guys including those uncles and aunties then sang a happy birthday song for me. I felt so "Pai Seh". I wanna dig a hole and stuff my head in. But then again, whatever =D I'll take it as a late birthday greeting from them =D Renry also wished me all the best for my coming exams. Renry, YongKang and myself stood in the kitchen for a small chat. Before i realised, we reached the topic of BRG stuffs. Renry asked why am i still single. I told Renry that i suspected i have more male hormones then female hormones which might be the reason why most guys i like rejected me. I meant it to be a joke but suddenly Yong kang said: " Give us a chance lah" To carry on with YongKang's joke , I told him that if i am still single and available at the age of 25, he will be the first i will look for to get married with. To my surprise, he actually agreed with me and pre-warned me not to expect 5 stars treatment from him. I told him as long as he is able to provide me with a roof over my head with 3 meals per day, that should be enough. He mentioned that he already has a flat and the rest should not be a problem but after marriage, we will be required to stay with his parents as he is the only son. He did mentioned about the age problem but i replied that age is not a problem for me. In fact, I always feel that when the feelings are more important than anything else. I always believe that love is the power to everything.=D I enquired about the other benefits that i will get? He stopped and pondered for a while before he replied. Sleeping with him is the other benefit that i will get. =P Renry was laughing all the way while listening to our conversation. Dad came past me and i hold my Dad, telling him about this contract I am going to sign with YongKang. Dad laughed his head off. I turned to Yong Kang and told him that now he is unable to break his promise. He even ask me to put everything down in black and white. Lol. To save the trouble, I told him tat Renry will be our witness. =D Lol. This, kind of brighten up my night.
Soon came Bert again with a Cuppa of Milo in his hands. I accepted the cup of milo graciously and of cause, happily. Its a cold night and i really needed something warm. I went over to join my team for a chat and get-together before i left them and return back to the bunk to grab my journal then proceed to a quiet place to write down my thoughts.
Bert saw me and came up to me with another Cuppa of Milo again. Hehe. That's really nice of him. While drinking his milo, I went to take a look at the noticeboard. I saw Renry writing a note and i took a peep. Before i managed to catch a glimpse, he quickly covered the piece of paper with the name of his mortal using his hand. He said he is afraid that i might leak out the news. I teased him, telling him off that he is insulting my characters and doubting my integrity. Lol. In the end, he still did show me the name of his mortal.=D I left a little note to my angel, a little phrase that i had seen somewhere and modify it to my own. Yong kang was there peeping. I jokingly told him that i have some "MO SHUI", he laughed. Still, i think in a way or another i do have some "MO SHUI". =D I thanked Bert once again for all his cuppa of milo before i proceed back to bunk for my rest.
my little msg to my ANGEL ..the one with a little "MO SHUI" :
TO:AH SAM 的天使
放风筝的感觉就像是望着一个遥远的天使。。。虽然只能远远的望着你。。希望你能多多的照顾我。。但心里总不至于绝望。因为我知道我手里所握的那条线就像是一种缘分牵影着你我。。
with love: ahsam aka samanthe
Flying a kite is just the same as looking up for an angel..though the distance is far away and i could only see you at the other end, I truly hope that u will really take good care of me..even if we are far apart, hope will not perish neither will it be gone with the wind because i know that the string i am holding on to is just like fate and destiny..linking me to u ....
I woke up without any difficulties. After washed up, i joined the rest at the living hall. We had more games like captain ball and more. Finally, we reached the sing-along session. James was playing the guitar with the rest of us singing together, of cause sing-along lyrics books were passed to all of us. Just when i thought the whole session is about to end, to my surprise, Bert actually dedicated a song for me. 花香 - by 许绍洋. This is the theme song for the Taiwan drama show, Lavender. I was really touched. I have not really spoke to Bert much this days as we were both busy with our own stuffs. I did not expect him to do so. It was really sweet.
The lyrics goes :
记忆是阵阵花香, 我们说好谁都不能忘。守着黑夜的阳光,难过却假装坚强。等待的日子里.你比我勇敢。记忆是阵阵花香,一起走过永远不能忘。你的温柔是阳光,把我的未来填满。提醒我花香常在就像,我的爱 。
Memories are just like the smooth breeze of the fragrance of the flowers ..we had once made a promise, these memories will never be forgotten. The sunlight in the midst of the darkness, appearing strong in spite of the sadness casted in you. During the time of waiting, you are much braver than i am supposed to be.
Memories like the breeze fragrance of the flowers, together we shall never forget. Your gentleness are just like the warm of the sun, filled me up. Never fails to remind me, the smell of the wind carrying the sweet scent of the flowers, is just like our love.
(translation is done by me, my personal under-standing and perception. Please do NOT quote me on it)
After tears flowing down uncontrollably, we proceed on with the reveal of who's your angel. I am very very curious who my angel is. It turns out that my angel is actually BERT =D Lol. No wonder, i had so much milo from him. Lol. With this, we had come to an end of the whole camp. I quickly packed up and after the bus stopped at Jurong Point, Boon Lay, we all separated and went off. Before i left, i gave Bert a big hug. =D Thanked him for everything.
Till then......
Religion Camp, Sat 25 of Oct - Sun 26th of Oct
The first thing we did was to draw lots for the game, ANGEL AND MORTAL.
How to play the game: You will have an angel and a mortal. You have to take care of ur mortal during this 2 days of camp while your angel will take care of u. You will only know who your mortal is but u will NOT know who your angel is.
To know who is your angel, it will only be disclose at the end of the whole camp.
Prepared a Gift for your angel to thank him/her for all the care and concern or "Care and Concern" during the whole camp.
End of the camp, you will be required to fill up a questionnaire pertaining to how u feel about your mortal and more. Then, this piece of questionnaire will be given to ur mortal at the end of the camp.
I prayed while i drawed the lots..hoping that it will be a youngster instead of those uncles and aunties. Luckily, my prayers were heard (I guess). My mortal is a young and Innocent boy, ZHENG SHENG.
I kept taking a peep at the Angel and Mortal noticeboard in between games, hoping to see some notes left on the noticeboard from either my angel or mortal. Finally, i saw a few notes written by my angel and in return i replied to my angel. Mostly were complains about my angel not taking care of me and some stuffs that i want =D Soon after i left those notes, i saw Bert [my god brother] walked passed me with a bottle of milo in hand. I bullied him and requested for his bottle of milo. After several teasing and begging from me, he gave in to me. It was almost a full bottle as he only managed to drink a mouthful before he gave it to me. After i finished the bottle of milo, I quickly wrote a note to my angel and request my angel to give me a bottle of milo too. Soon there was a reply saying that its not that my angel does not want to do so, but he/she does not have the chance to. Not just so, afraid to say Milo was run out. Then to be my quick reflex, I requested for a bottle of plain water but i did not get it in the end =( i guess my point of doing so is just to ensure that i do have an angel. =P Bad experience once when i went camping previously with my religion guys as well and ended up, i do not have an angel at all and was being "SABO" by other people. So i just wanted the assurance of the existence of my angel.
The whole camp experience was pretty good, except that I lied to He Ming that it was my birthday and when i went to the living hall after my shower just to grab a bowl of red bean soup,He Ming suddenly shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to me which i did not expect. The whole bunch of guys including those uncles and aunties then sang a happy birthday song for me. I felt so "Pai Seh". I wanna dig a hole and stuff my head in. But then again, whatever =D I'll take it as a late birthday greeting from them =D Renry also wished me all the best for my coming exams. Renry, YongKang and myself stood in the kitchen for a small chat. Before i realised, we reached the topic of BRG stuffs. Renry asked why am i still single. I told Renry that i suspected i have more male hormones then female hormones which might be the reason why most guys i like rejected me. I meant it to be a joke but suddenly Yong kang said: " Give us a chance lah" To carry on with YongKang's joke , I told him that if i am still single and available at the age of 25, he will be the first i will look for to get married with. To my surprise, he actually agreed with me and pre-warned me not to expect 5 stars treatment from him. I told him as long as he is able to provide me with a roof over my head with 3 meals per day, that should be enough. He mentioned that he already has a flat and the rest should not be a problem but after marriage, we will be required to stay with his parents as he is the only son. He did mentioned about the age problem but i replied that age is not a problem for me. In fact, I always feel that when the feelings are more important than anything else. I always believe that love is the power to everything.=D I enquired about the other benefits that i will get? He stopped and pondered for a while before he replied. Sleeping with him is the other benefit that i will get. =P Renry was laughing all the way while listening to our conversation. Dad came past me and i hold my Dad, telling him about this contract I am going to sign with YongKang. Dad laughed his head off. I turned to Yong Kang and told him that now he is unable to break his promise. He even ask me to put everything down in black and white. Lol. To save the trouble, I told him tat Renry will be our witness. =D Lol. This, kind of brighten up my night.
Soon came Bert again with a Cuppa of Milo in his hands. I accepted the cup of milo graciously and of cause, happily. Its a cold night and i really needed something warm. I went over to join my team for a chat and get-together before i left them and return back to the bunk to grab my journal then proceed to a quiet place to write down my thoughts.
Bert saw me and came up to me with another Cuppa of Milo again. Hehe. That's really nice of him. While drinking his milo, I went to take a look at the noticeboard. I saw Renry writing a note and i took a peep. Before i managed to catch a glimpse, he quickly covered the piece of paper with the name of his mortal using his hand. He said he is afraid that i might leak out the news. I teased him, telling him off that he is insulting my characters and doubting my integrity. Lol. In the end, he still did show me the name of his mortal.=D I left a little note to my angel, a little phrase that i had seen somewhere and modify it to my own. Yong kang was there peeping. I jokingly told him that i have some "MO SHUI", he laughed. Still, i think in a way or another i do have some "MO SHUI". =D I thanked Bert once again for all his cuppa of milo before i proceed back to bunk for my rest.
my little msg to my ANGEL ..the one with a little "MO SHUI" :
TO:AH SAM 的天使
放风筝的感觉就像是望着一个遥远的天使。。。虽然只能远远的望着你。。希望你能多多的照顾我。。但心里总不至于绝望。因为我知道我手里所握的那条线就像是一种缘分牵影着你我。。
with love: ahsam aka samanthe
Flying a kite is just the same as looking up for an angel..though the distance is far away and i could only see you at the other end, I truly hope that u will really take good care of me..even if we are far apart, hope will not perish neither will it be gone with the wind because i know that the string i am holding on to is just like fate and destiny..linking me to u ....
I woke up without any difficulties. After washed up, i joined the rest at the living hall. We had more games like captain ball and more. Finally, we reached the sing-along session. James was playing the guitar with the rest of us singing together, of cause sing-along lyrics books were passed to all of us. Just when i thought the whole session is about to end, to my surprise, Bert actually dedicated a song for me. 花香 - by 许绍洋. This is the theme song for the Taiwan drama show, Lavender. I was really touched. I have not really spoke to Bert much this days as we were both busy with our own stuffs. I did not expect him to do so. It was really sweet.
The lyrics goes :
记忆是阵阵花香, 我们说好谁都不能忘。守着黑夜的阳光,难过却假装坚强。等待的日子里.你比我勇敢。记忆是阵阵花香,一起走过永远不能忘。你的温柔是阳光,把我的未来填满。提醒我花香常在就像,我的爱 。
Memories are just like the smooth breeze of the fragrance of the flowers ..we had once made a promise, these memories will never be forgotten. The sunlight in the midst of the darkness, appearing strong in spite of the sadness casted in you. During the time of waiting, you are much braver than i am supposed to be.
Memories like the breeze fragrance of the flowers, together we shall never forget. Your gentleness are just like the warm of the sun, filled me up. Never fails to remind me, the smell of the wind carrying the sweet scent of the flowers, is just like our love.
(translation is done by me, my personal under-standing and perception. Please do NOT quote me on it)
After tears flowing down uncontrollably, we proceed on with the reveal of who's your angel. I am very very curious who my angel is. It turns out that my angel is actually BERT =D Lol. No wonder, i had so much milo from him. Lol. With this, we had come to an end of the whole camp. I quickly packed up and after the bus stopped at Jurong Point, Boon Lay, we all separated and went off. Before i left, i gave Bert a big hug. =D Thanked him for everything.
Till then......
Saturday, October 25, 2003
First pOst
At long last, this is my first post.
I'm sOoO happy that finally my blog is ready to be up... =D
Dear MANDY, thanks for making this blog a success. With so much of ur help, i finally have a blog of my own.Thanks pal..for doing this for me. I really appreciate everything u have done.This is really nice. I like it alot and of cause, thanks for being with me for this while. I will never forget the support i always get from you. I thank god for creating a time for us to meet. Thanks alot babe..you are a indeed great pal..I will never forget you..never..=D
p/s: I am so sorry for your late nights and lack of sleep...just for this.. =~~~
Dear Conan.. hehe..xiao di..thanks for being the first to post on the tagboard..hehe.. =D i love u too brother
and lastly to you who is reading this..thanks for.. erm.. for reading?! =D
I'm sOoO happy that finally my blog is ready to be up... =D
Dear MANDY, thanks for making this blog a success. With so much of ur help, i finally have a blog of my own.Thanks pal..for doing this for me. I really appreciate everything u have done.This is really nice. I like it alot and of cause, thanks for being with me for this while. I will never forget the support i always get from you. I thank god for creating a time for us to meet. Thanks alot babe..you are a indeed great pal..I will never forget you..never..=D
p/s: I am so sorry for your late nights and lack of sleep...just for this.. =~~~
Dear Conan.. hehe..xiao di..thanks for being the first to post on the tagboard..hehe.. =D i love u too brother
and lastly to you who is reading this..thanks for.. erm.. for reading?! =D